yeah he hashtagged "be a dad not a fad" on his insta a lot, seems like doing this is the opposite of that
he was super competative though, after winning a shit load of bmx comps he switched to rally, then triathalon, i imagine he put a lot of pressure on himself to compete and push himself as hard as he could, maybe he just cracked under the pressure and felt he wasnt living up to his own expectations. maybe
whatever the reason, sucks he was in the place where he felt like suicide was the only way out. RIP Miracle Boy